pending pending pending

I once had an asignment in college. Okay, I had many but there was this one that sticks out to me right now. I had to write a responce to an absurdist piece for a theatre class. I turned it in late, (big suprise) but I still got an A. this was because I wrote my responce in the language and form of the piece in question. it was absurd. Though I still love the absurd I have not found much comfort with my absurdity in the world of the written word.

My computer does not quite function at its peak right now. I have some very helpful friends that are working hard at fixing this and for this I thank them. (or will thank them when I see them...okay I'll likely have to call them...) This limits my access to the world wide web ergo my time on facebook has been limited.
the benefit:

that which is pending has bcome urgent.

this is true for a few areas of my life recently, and this is in some ways the center of all of them:

in regaurd to my comfort level with absurdity and my skills in writing:
to make the difficult, customary.
then make the customary, easy.
then make the easy, beautiful.

I'm in difficult.