Tuesday, September 30, 2008

greatest conquerd fear

172 and 9 is my current greatest fear
as the creek and grind of my minds gear
speeds faster than I can steer.

racing, rumbling and far to fast
far to often the boundry lines are passed.
Those thoughts I would UN cast.

there will not be any even score
"as much as you love now, you will love even more"
was whispered to my core

and I'm shedding this shiny fire
with raised hands I seek for something higher.
waxen ears gifted to The liar.

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The call was good on Saturday
"I'm ready to hear what you have to say."
and all the fear did melt away.

and with that heat did melt my brain
so I struggled for composure to gain
and open I was once again

that simple hurt finding seal
Such deep and old pains began to heal
that I asked G-d "is this real?"

One string mending all my rope?
when it's viewed in G-d's wider scope,
faith, love coupled with Hope.

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