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i want to control the pendulum
and balance the connotation of such action
which reinforces the concentration of said definition

this ink seeps beneath the dermal layer and stains the natural order
the dots connecting themselves in rapid randomocity
repealing the intent of time spent to bring focus

center and star struck as fingers wrapped...weaken
an overload ripping release from storage
and thrusting internal with love tipped bullets.
invaded, those finger melt from the impossible post

first, I thirst to know your ways
and this stays with in to strengthen a resolve as yet unseen.
not to invoke a trickle or stream, but I miss them.
"Did I miss them?" fades to the dominant memory of a current word
(an eternal word) so my gripping hands hit line to line
(or mine to thine)

You are boarding my center where even atoms come undone to follow the One