testing

I don't understand why you trust me
with your heart
and I don't understand why you trust me with my future
and I don't
and I understand
and I don't understand you
and I don't trust me with my future

strive and strife
Shall I name them?
am i looking at onion peels?

I can see what was left of one decomposing
I should tell you about her
pin strait and fine of vision
I blur the line for the high hope we have for him
despite the hopes the boyful boy has dashed on my front steps
every
single
daylightrunsinthefamily. did you know that?
Did I trust you with that?
and this is when you ask where my void is
and I tell you it is beying filled and you tell me you have that shipment of music to fill it and I weep for shame of the con-gress I pursue.
Why won't you tell me of that shipment? i ask the air
I dismiss the answer it gives as misleading. lazy lying humid air.
shall I beat or bite?
I'll stir the flames, dig deeper this void.
I'm not throwing you, but placing you.
and I hope it throws me
into place...