I am struck with shock in this. I have been praised with a talent developed by an over indulgence in the game Tetris. I am very good at packing. I can fit fifteen people in a fifteen passenger van with all their luggage for an entire weekend. While I have talent in making the stuff fit together in a tiny amount of space, I have met my match. I depart in mere hours and all I have is 3 suitcases and a back pack. While I struggled to fit my whole life into these, I falter. I realize how little room this is, not for my things, but my heart. I have put my heart into those around me and I can't bring you with me. I know I am moving in the right direction, yet this minor crisis has given me pause. As I was told before in regard to my sister, God loves you more and better than I can. So I relax. I fit more than I thought I was going to the hour before. Now I must sleep here one more time for quite some time.
and in the morning...my hands fly from their cuffs
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