timing

And we are marching right down into it. the wrap up to a  second high makes for such glorious potential.  I wait with abated breath for the coming days of new adventures.  two weeks make another mid month type payment option.  I'll have some time to myself and maybe some to share with another, but this is too public a forum to declare the long term goals of such an unstable new born type.  I speak with great understanding but I understand very little from the broadcasting capabilities of surrounding towers.  though I translate more than I should and I wonder if my direct line has been realigned.  How can I see these pictures of mechanics out side of my experience.  I look for the long distance to grow something with in that is thicker.  Allow for the right conditions for depth and ringing high notes that stretch the neck line of a new born ballerina.  How can this be?  how can the music change like that and in that way?  I don't understand why or how but why is not something that I seem to care about in any way.  I slip into a foot trap that drags me upside down before it places me right on my feet again but in an unknown land with an unknown language.  I have been told I speak it all so well but I don't always know what I am saying....oh wow

different

all the way in one direction
and then all the way back!
I am spurred to churn molasses into butter
maybe plot the un hooding
the Spektor plays songs on the radio
my well trained dog leaps at cage doors
Better? only in time can this work for all that is good
hundreds of hands are reaching and I can hear them all
breaking hearts shatter mores and patterns blur
Keep at it the studies and you will come to a point
as iron sharpens Iron...bring the heat.
course from street to road and high way
my way paved undeserved and...set aside?
Reserved for more than I can do.
And this is why help is so important.
and talking brings hot brown liquid to a craving
I hope you don't spill, but if this happens
I'll use my scarf as a reminder

stream

those two birds have one stone amoungst them.

I am sorry for this practice of leaving you out, fear not as an end is near.  I have not seen you in so long, but tht comes with the thought that there was a long term goal from the stream to reach this raging river.

Rage as in the kindest type of controled power, driven to fix one point in place.  Did you know I was reaching at this for the longest time.  Even when root beer was distraction enough to bowl me away, i held.  imperfect is the taste of artificial turf and we should all strive to think of when it is we can think about how moving forward hits it all strait off.

I'm waiting for this phone call on one account so I can post on another?  forget that.  I'll just cut and paste!

xerox or kleenex, either is a mild form of false.

Much love

red out

Let me redefine coffee for me:
It's really hot water pored through or over dried ground up beans.
It is not your future no matter how much you might hope.
This is a matter of time but this warm brown beverage
(which I put bee spit in)
has no greater significance than an opportunity
sought after yes but why pressurize?
it ruins the blend and you are patient.
Don't you see the effort to prolong is a hidden effort to preserve a measure of quality?
so vent how ever you must but be glad in the end.
Let your siblings eet out all they want because you can't stop them from reading into it.
Your mission is about reading out of it.
Suit up, you're center stage from here on out.
scrub all the red out.

all nighter

On this particular, which is my element, I was met with the choppiest of seas.
I was able to complete the transaction with full abandon, but only for a short time.
How hungry I have been for that fire to fall.
and how it did...in dueling heart chambers!
confirmation in the declaration via sms makes lighter
the burden and time of the phone call fighter
which fought to have
         brought  me down with dross.
Thank you fire of all places for descending this night
and burning the dross into day light of ever lasting per portions.

no break space

I love my Mac.  It reads my friends blogs to me and after every paragraph it will say
'no break space"
if there is a space between it and the next paragraph.

like what I just did there.  If you have a Mac and can get it to read to you, give it a whirl.  I chose the voice that claims to be Scottish, but you can pick from a wide variety.  You can also do fun things like make it read this to you:

ksdhfnwfownfkw f fwoebfwf cklaJNSNWDJNDNNJWEWBFBWJBWkbfjvho jnjnfnejbbwbbegbbwbgwbgbwgbebiwbfjbu8fwuegifdvsabcknvlwbgwifhwihfebbwbwhfjbablbwfaojb;dljwbfwe;hvlkjbf;kwf;hwefhwgkjdnbv;doherghweblkjebjhewbtowheigeivblabviessfsfksegfehgpqhefr

So silly!

לָמַה לֹא

Silver voiced, my ears ring with likelihood.  and I stand copper handed with a crafting hart. A solid stopper to prevent brain loss. Only with time will we measure the vacuum power without. Birthday wishes are not telling to the end. I plot what is to be said like a play wright fighting writers block. 

And how is that for telling  truth scary  I know, but picnics happen sometime and do so with such joy.  This is where Beckett rolls over from false abstraction. I have nothing to distract from what is going to be going on.  Only unbearably weighty conjecture.  

More and more to come