spoty

spoty wifi and an overwhelming situation have lead to a scarce regiment of posting.  I'm sorry.  I'll try to do better.  I should be moving to a larger city soon.  that may help things, it may not...
There is still a wealth of uncertainty in the next few months.  I must be doing the right thing as normally I would be eating myself inside out with such grand amounts of question marks.

I have been walking all around Ashkelon and I know it well by now.  I  have walked a good amount of Tel Aviv and a bit of Jaffa.  'Twould take a lot to get me lost there.  Jerusalem is a bit harder but not for much longer.  I'm getting a tour this friday and I'll be enjoying the sights that are a little less common.

I have not the words to undertake the things directly under the surface.  Skype is insufficient, this does not fit in that tiny box.  The screen is far to confined.  my pictures are one pixel of a jumbotron.  I am such a small part of such a large play, and yet my pawn like status is as a future queen.  Am I being guarded to the end game with great purpose? Unworthy of this place and this sacrifice, I seek to be a worthy work.

I approach %50 battery so I'll be off
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stand-by...standing by

So I am in New York right now. I would have been overseas by now, had I not run into some unexpected issues.   While I was quite emotional about departing, I had to be resolved to get through the day.  I did it.  I was actually glad for the opportunity to spend a few more hours with friends and family.  thats the update for now.  I'm off to type in some story ideas!

3 cases

I am struck with shock in this.  I have been praised with a talent developed by an over indulgence in the game Tetris.  I am very good at packing.  I can fit fifteen people in a fifteen passenger  van with all their luggage for an entire weekend.  While I have talent in making the stuff fit together in a tiny amount of space, I have met my match.  I depart in mere hours and all I have is 3 suitcases and a back pack.  While I struggled to fit my whole life into these, I falter.  I realize how little room this is, not for my things, but my heart.  I have put my heart into those around me and I can't bring you with me.  I know I am moving in the right direction, yet this minor crisis has given me pause.  As I was told before in regard to my sister, God loves you more and better than I can.  So I relax.  I fit more than I thought I was going to the hour before.  Now I must sleep here one more time for quite some time.
and in the morning...my hands fly from their cuffs

bids!

Pop over to the shop today: Dealzishere.
We got some movie memorabilia and some bids too!  YAY for bidding wars!