tube inserted

over flowing with home made
last of a second level and gunning for a third
foolish grin proves fears point and we are back down the drain.

not early nor late for a very important fate
ping and patch with time to see
just how giddy one can trip over and go unhurt, but

the feeding tube and flight search
and the whole thing, smiles
knees working over time and they push
and they bend and they work! and its is a blessing
a blessing to have the salted water and then

not need it.

foray

Hope turns on me.
A betrayal of sizable static

Increased particle counts
air flow well tunneled, but the overflow...
thick
          with
                   slow
                             ness
rosh b'kir
key yesh
kir b'rosh

How can so much go right
aval adayin I fight.

feet swept with joy
and dust dumped over head!

:)

ode palm

foolishness
                      and I push again into numbness
i have the wrong distance...
static of the loud and flashing anonymous.

broken down and seething
carove mookdahm

its all coming together but out is the order

of the day,yom tov

yom tov

distraction

highly distracted today, but I did not allow this to prevent me from praying.  Nor did it lower the quality of my day over all.



Mostly what it resulted in is a rather short and uneventful posting.  hehe

yumyums the 43rd

so some time passes and some things change and others do not
I've got some time and I count it large
yet the clock is always ticking
the beat sticking in my head because the day is come coming
for greater than me.  far greater than I.
there was another check in the greening of that map...
I am with sprained ankle and walking the distance.


only looking upwards

A cookie birthday surprise!  tomorrow I'll be baking up a surprise!

So I missed yesterday?  how did I manage that? oh yes It was a crazy day and with all the struggle, it was really quite a good day!  I made progress with my class, I caught up with a good friend, and made a leap forward in learning the sound board!  Got home and completely for got about any kind of posting here.  At least I went a full seven days before missing one.  I guess now the challenge is to go fourteen days?

I have noticed that by posting every day my stats have gone through the roof!  I wonder if monitzing would be a good idea?  I'll not do it for now, way to early, and I think a lot of the traffic is not people actually reading but clicking past.  I may generate more real readers in a month or so when I send out my one year update.  Then again I may wait to do so until May...

Time for a show and some sleep so the cookies can be made early tomorrow!

the turn around

Red letter and red shoes...
the pattern of those feet hitting the ground...
I am drawn with the rhythms of a beat I've not yet heard
and I'm shameless in my plan to beat
                                                            those
                                                                      rhythms
                                                                                    out.
check the swing in this door, look for backlash, and guard.

slipping on puddles of gibberish? take of your shoes and dry your feet!
hopscotch the twist and limbo the hurdle, because joy is a picture worth painting.

Whats that? one red shoe on one blue shoe off?  Yes we mix
because you don't need roots yet. not that way...
Flounder! Find your groove and skip out side it.
coming home feels so right, parting becomes worth it.

crossed

Thresh hold crossed and
                                and the filter is
                                                      is breaking down

So we see a reaching out happen that is unlike what we have seen in the past.  unlike what we are prepaired to deal with.  To what end is this wave to ravish the undisturbed country?  like a village...
and another sign  is word substitution "ci ani rotze///"

there is no cure or stopage for what is coming
I need for this to happen though I push for a fast pass, I see it as cold honey

sweet and slow

I need to know only what He would have me,  all others are with out place

Help me in this

the thresh hold has been crossed...

mind the gap

I have a short gap time between shifts right now.  so this will be all for the day but I am very excited to be at the cusp of completing the third week with no gaps in posting!  I think  one more day and that will do it.  I'll have jumped that hurdle in a 365 where one actually goes a whole week!
I guess that is what makes this different from other 365s in that it is not really all 365.

that make sense?

The 19th

I want to start something new...
This thing that is new is a prayer pattern.  Every month on the 19th I will have a special time of prayer. I will keep a log of who and what I pray for on this day and we'll see what happens.  So this will be a short post because I'm going to go pray,
bye

on and on

On beat and on target

I was wrong....about half.

trained on the quarter staff I will have to see what the corner brings
Can I be this well waited?  (can your eyes teach me more)

three languages fighting for place and the one that wins hurts the most
I was told I should go after what I want
and I think I should be very clear about that
because I agree....

I am craning at the hip to real in the last year
tie it to the next and make ribbony goodness with folded paper

I broadcast at the highest gain...little red knobs push past 11
crying out to heaven I pray the end is near for all that i fear crumbles into
my trashcan...that I made...from a box

just a few months away from a quality foreign language composition
just a few months away....

to much

time of cinematic run-ons.
two jars of two week  and then some cans to boot!

winds of why batter the hatches and her shoe strings
one after the other the corners rise into the sky
Smile so high the light peeks out from behind!

raised voices urge a lesser course
and the foolish run with intention

koo koo walks in the door and shotguns ring out
not real guns, more like trumpets or horns
seeds can go deep and lay dormant for years

and then comes a third layer!  how amusing  the pace is out matched
....in mediocer
time out of drain.  and around they go.

Go out from here and on up the hill...
take only what you can bring with you
snap shots flow from simple 1 2 3...

dross!

seeking out flaws as comfort?
not my flow
I see obstacles to over come and prayer to over come them,but am I blinded by my eyelids?
I'm caught in my own back lash and spinning out
stillness skips steps from my location and the woozy wins in a bout of muscle...


I have work to do...

I have to write a play....

yesterday's ten years

so ten minutes to make up for the other days lack...not happenin'

but this is getting posted, it's just not a make up for a lost day.  This brings our stats to one skip a week, but if i go the rest of the month with out then it will be down to twice a month...We'll see.
I'll be off to the neighbors if early Feb.  I need to get some work done so I can drive and all that.

boring boring
I can hear you snoring but I have given to much heart and must grow more to give.  I am threw and through ready for the fall. wasted away and sticking to one

one that will bring out the best in

"stop laughing, you'll wake the dead" once more this way was wrought.

There are things that people think are impossible...I can do some of them. ;-)

who-told you-this?

I am working now, but they are sending me any work so I am typing this out but realy I'm rspeaking it forst so that I will maintain my well practiced diction.  this means  I am not correcting any of the red marked spelling errors because i have to keep an eye on the work screen and I don't want to get to caught up in what it is that i am typing and or saying.  does that mean i will say things that i would normally not say?  I doubt it but you can keep reading to find out.  I do have a story i want to tell but it will have to wait until later because I need to think on other things  "I have many other things on which to think, whether to swim, or whether to sink"  I wrote that one day in college about a girl.  She got married about a year ago to a guy that is a little younger than her but because

of cultural bias it was presented as way younger rather than just a little.  I am not entirely sure what is going obn with work right now because of these long waits of tasks.  maybe they are not entierly pleased with my work?  I think theyd tell if that was the case but I do tend to think of a worst case scenario

and another moment....if the passiveagressive roommate continues to turn up the movie volume while i work i may have to move out soon.  really its getting rediculous...I'm sure he has no idea how disturbing he is to me and prayerfully i will be calm when i bring this to his attention directly after my shift is over, but when my volume goes up so i can mask the sound coming from his speakers it seems that his volume then goes up also...does he want me to be able to pay him rent?  If not I'll go ahead and quit my job (please forgive this ranting...it is mostly in jest and i'm no longer speaking out loud, though i am sure he would not hear me anyway...i'd hate to offend him and have him knock on the door just at the time a get a project and can't talk.)  oh gobbldy gook I'm tempted to start ranting on my last wednessday it was a rather glorious day and bookended with my brains worst casing it on saturday.  talk about cloud 9 fall to absolute death valley depths...but I could have redirected right?  NAW, to dence for that!  so who is it that will ask for the deets i can guess one phone call or feb visit  might make it this far, but honestly is any of this well written enough to keep any one engaged to keep going?  I have no idea.  Maybe they just want to


maybe they care that much?  how do you pronounce jake pavelka's last name?  this is getting ridiculous!!!  another project lost because there was no interview with this guy that had his name at the start!....i started this because i thought it would be a good distraction. but now i am bored with it and i still have 40 minutes left of what i will now refer to as "being on call" because I think i have not done anything quite so ridiculous that why when my typing is scramble in hand she may not like to know my heart and how give out such info with out being hurt by it the pics are not to have been so telling but those cyrilic questions were of a quality brand that tells me to walk egg shells because posting infer more than sillyness when added with shortness of helps shelf life.
that could be mined for some quality...we'll have to see after i settle things with the movie watcher...i'll get my rent tomorrow and then be done with this month...i need to switch because i want to check my balance online but I can't read hebrew so well


same article!!! still could not find out how to pronounce his name...i was thinking maybe i don't want them to see?  but how would they find? only 20 minutes....super.  i'll make this a one timer. and journalize if this ever happens again...so i'll go ahaed and post...the rest of my time i'll plot what to say to my loud movie watching roommate.  oh and

who told
you this?

stretch marks

i think I over did it...
I know I  over did it today...
these last few days.  All this fun
with the snow
I don't know but one truth and when ever I try to add
I'm sad to say, I've stumbled.  Let me look forward.
lay out this simple.


I don't think talking about it is going to help
so don't tell me to go when staying put is a well known mistake.
I'm going to break and thats okay
It is my way of bringing in the end, my friend...

Ethiopian food

I may have made a mistake....
It was only an afternoon but also

You broke the rule.  You approached the line with more speed than space to stop. only flinching on the brakes before the line.  and I let it stand as a second to what should have been held high and five.  I may be living unpleasant pauses, and my dreams may be running a savings scam with my own hemoglobin.

i'm in trouble and there is only one way out. like the mines,  I fear what was awakened in the deep.  I may not bridge the gap (cause I gap the bridge) but as long as the rest get through...

I think we stumble and while I crave balance, I can't seem to shake this jar wrapped around this banana.  I am a monkey.

using the time zone

as a cover.

thats right.  we got one on the verge with no need of a breeze
and one on the stout with dragging drudging slant.  that needs

seed

a new piece given
nu, peace taken?
freshly frozen coatings and business to attend
some room for learning...I turn on the light
and the walls don't end.
we've got hard times ahead
hard heads a time beyond end
'cause the cause internal
raises thoughts infernal
are you a fog yet?
because I feel like I've lived my life here...

Danger Snow Robinson!...Danger!

We have some crazy weather going on right now.  Unreal amounts of rain and wind is causing damage.  and tomorrow there may be snow!  While I have a measure of excitement at the idea of snow, snow weighs more.  After the ground has been loosened with days of rain, will any tree be able to stand the extra weight of the snow?  Should I have enough cancelations tomorrow, I'm sure to take some photos. I just have to figure out how to post them here...

carcass

Carcass lined streets.
Bitter wind ripping skin from bone.
Freezing rain coats mangled frames
                                                          and makes them glisten.
Jerusalem in winter...

umbrella cemetery.

step one

step one: fail with in a week
Done!

I missed a day.  I have work in about an hour and then I have to do my home work and eat.  Not sure I'll have a post worth writing up at that point.  sleep might come marching in.  We'll see but maybe that will be the only time I miss.  We'll see....

Before I forget...

I have to give many thanks to my friend and fellow blogger SuShi.  She has been a long time friend and  is one of the inspirations for this project.

A few months ago I found an e-mail from Pay-Pal in my inbox.  They said I had a donation.  I had to finish setting up the account, but I needed to do that anyway.  Now I did not put the donate button there thinking I was going to earn all kinds of money this way.  Not at all.  If anything it was decoration.  I saw that I could make a donate button and thought "why not?"

Well $20 later I was very happy to have it all set up for me to be able to receive should people feel the desire to give.  And $20 is about a months worth of Ben & Jerry's!  It is still the only donation I have received to date, but it came at such a crucial time where I needed the encouragement.  So thank you random $20 gift giver!

How....

how do you adjust the time setting?  I don't want to post according to Pacific standard time.

Quik start

And it is like this...I'm not sure of (anything?) what to write about, but I know it is better to have written.  So may be some bits will be about a guy named Evan Pikovavich, some may be links to cool music, and others may be one word minutes before the deadline for the sake of having done something.

We'll see.  I guess that is the only promise I can make here.  And it is challenge enough, knowing that it it really is a "WE" that will be watching.  Thank you for reading and please feel free to offer feed back. This is only a beginning...

ME...thats who!

Who starts a 365 project on the second of January?
Who starts 15 minutes before the first deadline?
Who is likely to break down a go for once a week in the middle?
Who defines middle as a few weeks from now?
Who spends zero time forming the boundaries of his 365 project?
Who likes to ask questions?
How much wood could a woodchuck chuck, if a woodchuck could chuck wood?